Original vs Remake which is better?

Twilght

Saw the movie on Friday with my family and the screenwriter messed up the jest of the book.

Really Sad today

Not sure why but I woke up this morning feeling really depressed. I have the day off of my new job so I should be happy but I cant quit feeling like I want to cry. I am not sure if because I was sick when I turned 40 that it is now just hitting me that I am 40 and starting a new job. This is not where I saw myself at 40, I sometimes think that things went bad for me when my Dad was moving me around and getting married every two years to a new woman. I see my daughter going through the same issues I had to deal with in 9th grade and it makes me sad. I have never been a fan of the Holidays and I hate this stretch of year. Anyhow I am off to the laundromat to wash some clothes and to feel even more sorry for myself.

Anyone remember this song?

Elizabeth, PA 03/20/2009

Just lined up tickets to one of my favorite wrestling promotions Ring Of Honor for a show in Elizabeth, Pa. I have to return to UPMC that week anyhow for a follow up so I am going to turn this into a fun visit. Maybe ride the Inclined Plane and eat at Primanti Brothers.

Surgery posts

I promise to finish my surgery day blog posts by weeks end.

Humans

Sometimes it is hard to understand humans and why they do what they do. It is also hard to understand one's self before trying to figure out other people. I struggle at times with people, sometimes not letting them in close enough or letting them in too close only to get burned. My childhood was not the best and it has effected me more as an adult then it did when I was young. But there are always other things that happen or you experience in your life that has such a profound effect on you that no matter how long it has been it stays with you. I truly wish at times there was a pill to take to make you be able to forget things from your past, the bad things and some of the good things. Sometimes the real good things in life from the past can cause just as much heartache as the bad.

Kinda depressed

You would think that after getting through brain surgery and getting a full time job that I would be happy as a clam, but yet for some reason I feel very depressed the last few days. I hate feeling this way and I cannot put my finger on why I do feel like this.