Humans

Sometimes it is hard to understand humans and why they do what they do. It is also hard to understand one's self before trying to figure out other people. I struggle at times with people, sometimes not letting them in close enough or letting them in too close only to get burned. My childhood was not the best and it has effected me more as an adult then it did when I was young. But there are always other things that happen or you experience in your life that has such a profound effect on you that no matter how long it has been it stays with you. I truly wish at times there was a pill to take to make you be able to forget things from your past, the bad things and some of the good things. Sometimes the real good things in life from the past can cause just as much heartache as the bad.